Blog #8

I cant really think of anything specific to write about so I guess I'll talk about my future week. It's going to be nice and stressful. While I'm suppose to be training and working on getting ahead for exams, I'm actually going to be trying to get everything done early in the week so I can fly out for another horse show. Usually I would be pretty excited but right now I just have way too much on my plate already. Did I mention I'm not even showing? I've been asked to come back and judge for a 'finals' that I won last year. It's really honorable and exciting but it's really just going to be incredibly depressing. I have to sit in the middle of the ring and watch everyone do what I can't: the one thing I'm passionate about. I guess this weekend will determine if this is really the career path that I want to take.